Thursday, October 31, 2013

 
Time to "Ketchup"

Well it has since last been a week ... in which i walked all week  at least a mile everyday !! i am so freaking proud of myself !! for once i am doing something  for myself by myself !! the liberation of knowing i am willing and able to do this everyday is earth shattering to my future! Now when ever i feel a little anoxioty i say to myself " I took a fucking Greyhound bus I got this!"
walking  has become my new tool for boredom which it turns out  im bored quite a bit .. cleaning can only enterain one so much .. and i search for jobs everyday which stress4es me out so  walking is my new best friend! I am even happier because i walk with my best friend , my Babi girl and even though her 7 pounds of furryness  doesnt talk I do love our walks !.


  my weigh in is Saturday 11/2/13
ii will then know if  all of this hard work has paid off !! I really hope i have lost something last week i weighed 191 ... so lets all hope i'm down at least 5 pounds !! stay tuned for more fun filled events !

Sunday, October 27, 2013

well 21 days did not happen .. infact  nothing even close to 21 days happened ...


well folks it's been a year since my last post i am 29 now and i feel horrible i am soo sick .. my mental friends have decided to camp put  in side me for a lot longer than expected so i started new medication .. so far i love walking and eating .. which severely counter acts it self as i am eating everything and going on lots of walks lol!!







but since my visit with my awesome sister and her awesome friends .. i have looked at walking as a new challenge  another 21 day challenge as i have yet to stop walking since being home for a week! .. one of her friends who is incredible !! advised all of  us that it was 10 weeks till the New Year .. well that took a lot out but  i decided  in 2014 i want to be happy i want to be healthy .. fuck it lets do it !!!

so this is my starting out pic .. this was  taken in Indiana
so i will take another photo  soon .. haha  yes i will take another one  next week ! lets see if i can shrink !